This is a little more hard to explain because religious views no matter what are a taboo. Now i officially become Agnostic
in 1989 I was about 5.I saw my best friends life changed she started having seizures and pretty much I questioned “god” and I asked why is this happening to her . Why isnt he helping her . I didn’t get any answers . Most people say stuff happens for a reason .
Her life become non stop doctor visits after that for a few years. She’s looked as being sick in her family and shes treated liked shes a little girl . This has made my life a little easier and sometimes hard because others don’t believe i’m Agnostic.
My deal with religion is that its cruel in many ways. That this idea that ” god” will save you is very much so a lie and in many ways I believe everyone is a sinner no matter how hard you try to follow a “book” you cant follow ‘words” in a book that have causes so much suffering .
But I respect people who do believe in what ever form of ” god ” they believe in .
So there i’m Agnostic .